Mekanika Kuantum

He removes your comfort. "And We will surely test you…" -  Qur'an 2:155 He closes certain doors. "Perhaps you dislike a thing and it is good for you…" -  Qur'an 2:216 He teaches you patience. "Indeed, Allah is with the patient." -  Qur'an 8:46 He tests your faith. "Do people think they will be left to say, ‘We believe,’ and they will not be tested?" -  Qur'an 29:2 And He reminds you: "Indeed, with hardship comes ease." -  Qur'an 94:5-6 Maybe growth doesn't always feel like becoming more. Sometimes, it feels like letting go, waiting, trusting, and surrendering. Just a few days ago, I told someone that I wanted to learn how to surrender. And yeah, here I am.  And maybe this is what surrender looks like, trusting Allah even when you don't know what's coming next.

Lalu rasa lelah bercampur dengan rasa sakit yang luar biasa. Dulu dan sekarang,  Perempuan itu harus menanggung segala hal yang dituduhkan.  Yang bahkan ketidakbenaran lainnya sudah menunggu.  Fiuh, memangnya mereka pikir terbuat dari apa hati perempuan itu? Mereka pikir, sekuat apa perempuan itu? Kenapa mereka memutuskan melampiaskan segala ketidakbecusan mereka kepada perempuan itu? Sungguh, perempuan itu ingin sekali berteriak.  Tapi perempuan itu tidak boleh mengeluarkan suara. Rasanya sakit sekali, sakit yang sakit sekali.