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Aku tidak tahu bagaimana orang-orang bisa masih sangat tangguh saat sudah dihantam banyak badai kegagalan. Aku masih di sini, masih pada anak tangga yang aku usahakan menjadi tangga menuju mimpiku, aku berharap tapi tak terlalu berharap, tapi bukankah aku punya Allah yang Maha Perkasa, lagi Maha Presisi dalam setiap perhitungannya?  Segala puji bagi Allah Tuhan Seluruh Alam, yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang.

Finding Tia (again)

Woah, it’s been ages since my last post here. Life has been a whirlwind, and last month brought an unexpected storm, a mental breakdown that shook me to my core (for real). It all started when I had to face the reality of my scholarship application. Reading the rejection felt like a dagger to the heart. In that moment, I realized how much this dream meant to me and how painful it was to see it slipping away. I sought help and did some serious self-reflection. I took a step back and evaluated what I had done so far and what I needed to prepare moving forward. It wasn’t easy, admitting my mistakes and gaps was a humbling process. For a while, I felt utterly lost, just going through the motions without direction. Yesterday, it all culminated in my body giving up on me. I fell sick, and as much as I dislike feeling weak, I believe this was Allah’s way of telling me to pause and rest. It was a forced slowdown, a chance to recharge and reflect. Despite the struggles, I’ve come to appreciate ...